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2012-01-12 01:42 am
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❀ letters to lavi: 002

[Dated: early January. There's the head of a small sunflower put between the letter.]

Is there anything from your books you've always wanted to do?
When do you want to find that courtyard with the gazebo?

Which library do you get your books from?
Why do you like flying?
How many friends do you have?
Why did you pick up flower arranging?
Will you show me your sunflower patch?
You never showed me how to make a snow angel.

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2012-01-12 01:40 am
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❀ letters to lavi: 001

[Dated: December 3rd

Folded neatly in half, with writing on the front: To Lavi. Don't open it Bean Allen.]


What other hobbies do you have?
Do you like getting gifts?
Do you like music?
What kind of places do you like to go to?
How intimate are you used to being
What other kinds of personal possessions do you have?
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2012-01-10 12:59 am
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dgmdr ❀ relations

love
attraction
friend
respect
aquaintance
tolerable

comrade in arms

enemy of war
¿
uncertain

complicated

indifferent

left and returned

hatred

dangerous

untrustworthy

irritating

avoidance

annoyance


LAVI[ ]
Her boyfriend. She's decided to take the plunge into another hopefully long-lasting relationship after having fallen for him, and has made a promise to reunite after death.
ALMA[ ]
One of her few (only) friends here--she cares about him deeply. She separates him a lot from her own Alma at this point.
ALLEN[ ]
Lavi's best friend and roommate. Had a very poor relationship previously, but now there's just a lot of apathy. She can be civil.
ALLEN[]
Stupid obnoxious Beansprout.
KANDA[]
Helped (and failed) trying to bring his Alma back to life with a wish. She wonders how he's doing.
LENALEE[]
A Lenalee she runs across every now and then. A little nostalgic with how young she is comparatively.
KANDA[]
One of Lavi's friends. Doesn't know much about, aside from the tease she saw with him before and his conversation with Lavi.
LENALEE[]
Another Lenalee she runs into every now and then. She reminds her a little more of Len, but they're not quite the same.

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2012-01-10 12:58 am
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dgmdr ❀ reference

❀ verse: genderbent, everyone in canon switches sex and genders. Follows canon events.
❀ canon point: ch. 208

❀ Stats
age: 21
height: 5'8.5"
weight: it's rude to ask a lady that.
date of arrival: May 3rd 2010 (canon updated Oct. 11th 2011)

❀ Notables
❀ in a relationship with [personal profile] besomeothername.
❀ presently doesn't wear the Order uniform.
❀ wears a ring on her middle finger with the inscription "I will find you, Love" on the inside, on her left hand.
❀ lives in the West wing.
❀ Has an urn on the end table in her room. Inside it are the small parts of Alma's remains she kept, now covered in dirt as a "proper" burial and with a lotus laid on top of the dirt. She has no plans of replacing the flower like she did the one in the hourglass.

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2011-12-24 11:15 am
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❀ statistics

❀ verse: genderbent, everyone in canon switches sex and genders. follows canon events.

❀ Stats
gender: female
age: 19
birthday: June 6
nationality: Japanese (defined by the Order based on appearance)
height: 5'8.5"
weight: it's rude to ask a lady that.
blood type: AB (defined by Order, played with as accurate)
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2011-12-23 04:26 pm
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❀ differences with canon

❀ Note: these differences relate to my own interpretation of Kanda and not just fact.

❀ Being female and at a young age (and good looking) for much of her time as an Exorcist resulted in a higher degree of sexual harassment while out on missions. She's been able to beat them back effectively, but as a result she isn't comfortable with attention drawn to her appearance (or sex).

❀ She hates feeling objectified (sexually or otherwise) and it's a button that makes her lash out more strongly. She's more paranoid of people seeing her this way and gets more suspicious of people's behavior and motivations.

❀ She's also not as obtuse to flirting and intent, though she doesn't respond to it well.

❀ She's more domineering--if she doesn't feel she's in a position where she's in control or could get control if she wanted she gets very uncomfortable, tense, and defensive (this mostly applies to situations with other people, rather than locational/duty-oriented).

❀ Has a higher degree of self-esteem, even before the events of the Alma arc. She defines herself as a person first and foremost--being an Exorcist is simply her job.

❀ More aware of her emotions (and more frequently in a state of stress and defensiveness) as a whole compared to canon (which actually doesn't say a whole lot). This actually makes her stronger emotionally as she has more experience handling her feelings, and she doesn't let them drive her as much over rationality.

❀ She's more aware of her attractiveness and actually has a level of attachment to it (she did have influences like Jerry and female finders try to encourage her to be more girly and try it out, to varying levels of success)--but problems with being objectified with it have made her very private about dressing up and showing it off. Since she generally has no reason to it tends to be more of a wistful desire.

❀ Her behavior is more of an active defense to keep people away than just being a side effect of her personality. She's still kind of apathetic and rude with poor social skills, but she actively pushes this kind of behavior as a front.
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2011-12-23 04:25 pm
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❀ tidbits

❀ Has a very poor opinion of Lavis due to her dislike for her own and the fact most of them are guys who get distracted with her appearance.

❀ Sometimes she likes to hum or sing when she's completely alone.

❀ Due to her job she speaks a number of languages enough for basic communication. She's not near fluent in any of them but English, and to a lesser extent Chinese.

❀ Is more of a dirty fighter than canon Kanda, particularly in brawls with Elaine.

❀ Sometimes she wears more risque underwear and inwardly laughs that anybody who would be interested in seeing her in it can't. She has an odd sense of vindictiveness. That, and lighter underwear is easier to move in.

❀ Never wears make up. She doesn't think she needs to since her healing deals with all blemishes caused to her body.

❀ Binds her chest with bandages when she's on missions, both to keep them out of the way and because all of that jumping around and getting hit can get painful on them.


pregame: (dgmdressroom 05/03/09-04/30/12)
❀ Kind of a romantic, even before Lavi started courting her (though he's rubbing off even more). Things like private walks together appeal to her. she still thinks Lavi's romance novels are trash, though, but she won't tell him.

❀ Bikevi was the only exception to her usual prejudice to Lavis.

❀ Developed a relationship with a AU!Lavi, and made a promise with him to be committed (after many months of him courting her and wedging his way in).

❀ Has a promise ring to symbolize said commitment (Lavi has one too).

❀ He enjoyed putting makeup on her whenever she had to actually dress up.

❀ Acts more "moved on" from Alma than she really is. She's let go of her and moved on with her life beyond just that promise and her past weighing her down, but she's not as willing to talk about her and is more resistant about the concept of reconciliation with someone who is gone. This is mainly because she's not sure how to coincide her relationships with her/That Person and with Lavi. Alma's far from a missing force in her life, though.